| hey hunnies. i think i'm going to start a new journal... my friends know about this one.
since they know, it means i can't give out the link on my site... i'm sorry, loves
i'll try to keep in contact! |
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| dream on...
today went by pretty quick, thank god. i had a headache before i took a nap, but it's a little better. although talking about it just makes it come back. i'm going to stop being so dramatic, be a bit more meek. all my friends are concerned but i just want to be ignored for a little while.
i'd kill for some coffee, do you know how many calories it has?
look at this art i found, so gorgeous and so true..
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close ups:
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| i ate today. wheat thins, peanuts, and salad. is that bad?
why i can't i just stay in control? i have been so weak lately. i cried in school. i don't understand... |
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| i am fat. fat. so fucking fat. i take up too much space, i breathe too much air. food is a luxury a fat girl like me doesn't deserve. i should be giving my food to starving children in poverty-strciken countries. i should be donating blood, not losing it to the sharpness of a knife. i need to stop. just stop. stop it all. stop bleeding and crying and eating and breathing.
[and the answer will echo like the wisdom of Mother Earth
D E A T H] |
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